Sunday, July 11, 2010

A Burst of Energy!

Dear Readers,

After several days of feeling very stressed I found myself looking about my apartment and got a burst of energy from God knows where and cleaned my kitchen. I have always dreamed that I would go to sleep to an untidy house and wake up to find it clean. Well, My energy only lasted until the kitchen was done but heck I will wake up to a clean kitchen, I can live with that! :)

Goodnight!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

angels working overtime

Dear Readers,

My son Kadin is one of those children that God has assigned at least 2 gaurdian angels. I belive even Michael the archangel himself has helped out in tuff situations. My son
Kadin has Autism Spectrum Disorder and Speech impairment. My son has many talents such as climbing on or up anything even if it is a flat wall! He can get out of any lock and has wandered off more times than I can count. There are days when I wish he would just be a nomal 5 year old and play with toys ect. but I have become accustom to him and his oddities and love him more than words can express. This morning was another heart stopper. I had just woke up, it was 5:45am, and Kadin was awake. My husband went out into the livingroom to sleep and I let Kadin out to play in the livingroom. Both our front and back doors were locked and chain locked etc. I felt an uneasy feeling come over me at around 6:35am I just couldn't shake it. At 6:45am my cell phone rang and it was my dad, who lives in the apartment below us. Kadin had gotten out of the back door and my dad had found him outside. I leaped out of bed got dressed and ran outside to find Kadin quietly seatbelted into his power wheel waiting for someone to give him a ride. This whole situation comes on the heels of him wandering off just a few days earlyer on the 4th of July. I am only 32 years old but I feel a year older every time Kadin wanders off. Will it be the last time i see him? Will we find him this time? These are a few of the thoughts that race through my mind. Minutes seem like hours and hours seem like days. Thank you God for lending me your angels again and for keeping Kadin safe from harm.